5.22.2007

It Doesn't Help That It's Raining

Sorry I've been on such an introspective bent lately. I'm trying to understand the world and my place in it. I'm trying to understand why I, a lovely, kind, and dynamic being, am not allowed to have what I want. I'm sure the Universe is working the way it's supposed to, but I'm pissed because it's not working the way I want it to. Positive thinking, while a great comfort most of the time, is not a miracle worker.

I suppose it's fitting that it's raining buckets here. Normally, that's something I enjoy immensely, but right now it's just reinforcing the mood.

[scowl]

3 comments:

Stacey said...

I find that if I am not getting what I want, I am most likely standing in my own way.

belsum said...

Aw, I'm sorry honey. Let me know if I can help!

Anne said...

Thanks so much, bel. As they say, for everything there is a season.
I'm OK, just learning lots and lots about the world and myself. Hugs!